Category Archives: transcendence

michael, may you now be at peace: a reflection (no. 98)

you are free from so much…  or are you? today is dia de los muertos- the day of the dead, and still, everything seems unreal right now.  i suppose only the body leaves this earth, and one’s spirit or memory … Continue reading

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michael, may you now be at peace: a reflection (no. 96)

michael, i can’t shake the feeling that you’re upset with me somehow. it goes to two things:  the first being your insistence that you have never had a desire to end your life (that is, of course, unless you were … Continue reading

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michael, may you now be at peace: a reflection (no. 95)

two years and one month to the day of your transcendence just passed…  this month went by faster than the last.   that could be all there is to this conversation with you michael, but i am using this very … Continue reading

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michael, may you now be at peace: a reflection (no. 94)

today is the first full day without little michael…  throughout my own sadness and sense of loss i wondered how anna is doing; if she got up this morning and smiled at her new friend.  if her day became just … Continue reading

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michael, may you now be at peace: a reflection (no. 93)

one of the main signs of someone wanting to commit suicide is that person giving away their possessions…  i didn’t even think about that when i gave little michael to little anna…  when i told a friend about little michael … Continue reading

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michael, may you now be at peace: a reflection (no. 92)

as you know, these past few months i have been so troubled as of late; so confused as to how to approach things in relation to you.  as a student, i have made the conscious decision to not close myself … Continue reading

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michael, may you now be at peace: a reflection (no. 91)

“do you remember the time…” yes michael, i remember the day as if it happened five minutes ago…  somehow, it all came back to me, on this second ‘observance’ of your transcendence.  from the moment i saw those three words … Continue reading

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michael, may you now be at peace: a reflection (no. 90)

in six days’ time, the world lost a teacher.  but more importantly, a father lost a son…  and three children lost a father. indeed, your father; regardless of the issues you may have had, did provide basic tools in order … Continue reading

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michael, may you now be at peace: a reflection (no. 88)

it’s hard to ‘keep the faith’ when you just feel like giving up…  i feel like i am repeating myself to you, but i hope you understand.  i feel like in so many ways i’m letting you down.  i’m doing … Continue reading

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michael, may you now be at peace: a reflection (no. 87)

it’s been a while since we have communicated…  i am hoping you don’t think i have forgotten about you.  the truth is, i have been struggling so much lately- emotionally, physically.  despite my acceptance, the wounds of your transcendence still … Continue reading

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